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This is where Im supposed to write a whole buch of words about me,
but I know that no one really reads this stuff so... BLAH BLAH BLAH
dum diddle de dum, what the FRIKIN FRAK?! Im a little tea cup short
and stout!!!! Hi, my name is Allyson, and I am retarded.
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Im gonna put some other links here soon, but im too lazy for that right now, we all know (or should know) this about me...
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[09 Aug 2007|02:10am] |
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS!! I am in the mood to ask you all some questions.
I am interested in hearing everyones opinions, and/or stories... Id love if everyone got involved, and had a great time remembering
past events or speaking up about certain issues.
So everyday that I log onto Journal Space
(which I promise will be more often since I am officially on vacaTION!),
I will ask a question, answer it, and await your responses, answers, opinions, or whatever else. So Im going to start off relatively easy and ask you this: What is your favorite place to shop online?? I know that a lot of people are going to say Ebay.com! Id like to hear about other places too.
I for one really enjoy Etsy.com it is the home for handmade goods!
Everyone there really Appreciates how much work is put into making something.
And nothing there is mass produced so when I shop there,
I dont feel as if what I am buying is a copy of a copy of a copy and is in thusands of homes... I also like Amazon.com too.
I couldn't tell you how many wonderful things ive found there.
I don't think I would go anywhere else for books.
I buy all of my CDs there because I like having an ACTUAL CD y'know?
But when I dont need a CD and I just wanna hear the music I buy and download them from itunes=]
What about you?? Do you shop online?
(Extra: Im sure some of you are sceptical about the quality of the products and goods sold online.
With places like ebay you have to be careful, because you can easily be douped into
spending your money on something and not getting what you thougth you paid for.
But there are a lot of trusted sites that give you exactly what you want,
at the price you want, and some stores have websites with discounts,
downloadable coupons and a mess of other great deals(www.bn.com)!
Just incase you didnt know)
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| I can't belive I am almost 20 |
[18 Jun 2007|08:19am] |
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Where did all the time go?
I seriously remember being a freshman in High School.
feeling like I was dying in a hot band suit during a parade.
looking like a fat fool dancing for the Guard.
wanting to be an actor.
I remember meeting my new friends,
and hanging out with them during lunch.
Going to the mall, or the movies, or sleeping over somewhere.
I remember the first time I skipped school,
the first time I drove my moms car w/o permission,
the first time I sang in public.
I remember sneaking out at night to drive around at 3am,
or to sneak into the pool area and just chill on the beach chairs.
I remember passing notes during class,
and trying not to laugh out loud at the silly drawings
sos not to get in trouble.
I remember sitting outside of the drama room everyday,
eating a cup of noodles and singing, or taking pictures.
I remember having conversations with friends,
and talking about the most random things.
I remember slaving over the sets on stage,
and getting paint all over our clothes
(that still hasnt washed out by the way)
I remember birthday parties,
prank phone calls,
watching stupid videos online,
eating queish (sp?),
making jokes,
and just havin fun,
even if we didnt do anything...
...and I miss it
Where the hell did all the time go?
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| Yes we have freedom of speach... |
[03 Jun 2007|09:09pm] |
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...but that doesnt mean you need to be hurtful, offensive, or ignorant about things.
Why is everyone so bent on making other people feel like they are the scummiest piece of dirt on the ground?
Why can't people express themselves inteligently, or civily?
You can be passionate about how you feel about something without cursing
and being rude and uncaring about the other side...
I dunno if any of this makes sense, but Im starting to get really bothered by the way
people treat their fellow humans...
Youtube is the number one example of how disturbed people are, and how they would rather
focus on something so miniscule such as the way someone looks rather than the subject at hand....
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[28 May 2007|02:54pm] |
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I think that I was pretty anti-social in High School,
and when I think about it, I still am to some degree.
I am starting to regret it now though. Myspace is slowly making me
realize how many friends I actually DONT have.
I have a lot of people added on my account, but I know that they could care less about me.
I dont even think that I could say that 10 of the 200+ people I have added even know my number.
None of them know anything about me, and none of them care to ask.
I want to change this, but I dont know how. It was easy for people to hate me in school,
and they didnt even know me.
They just knew me as, that girl in band, or Brandis friend...
And I dont think I like that very much. I think that is why I left the band in 10th grade.
But then again, it was also because of the people.
I wasnt that great of a player, and thats all that mattered in band, having fun, and being talented.
And I fufilled none of those, and the same goes for when I was in Winter Guard, Drama, and the Choir.
Its so funny to me, how I was a part of so much in school,
and have nothing to show for it, no friends, no rewards, nothing....
Instead, im tortured with memories of High School.
I felt like I was in a lonely bubble for all 4 years, and everyone around me just went along with their lives.
Then I say to myself
"BUT I WAS THERE! So why am I not in any pictures?"
Ha... I didnt even take a senior picture for the Year Book,
and I know that no one has noticed. I didnt feel like I was a part of my school,
and I think that's why I just wanted to quit everything.
It didnt matter how much I loved to play my french horn,
it didnt matter how much I loved to sing, and act, and be a part of something.
So excuse me for sounding EMO, but I think I hate myself....
Going to High School has ruined my life,
and now Im in college and I feel so little,
I feel as if I was a flower de-rooted before its prime,
and now Im a seed again....
*sigh* Im just glad Id never kill myself, but even if I did, who would notice?
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| Is success more important than life?? |
[23 May 2007|11:29am] |
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This is some crazy stuff, it really makes you think about whats important to you.
"People are social animals," said Jason Lee, director of the Metropolitan Mental Health Center in Seoul.
"Some apparently want a companion even when committing suicide."
In 2005, in the first rally of its kind, hundreds of high school students demonstrated in central Seoul,
shouting, "We aren't study machines!"
They gathered to mourn 15 students from around the country who had killed themselves,
apparently because of the intense pressure to succeed. The Seoul subway system began erecting glass walls on platforms after 95 people,
some wearing black plastic bags over their heads, threw themselves in front of subway trains in 2003,
according to transit officials. Doors in the glass wall open only when trains pull into the station.
Please read this guys
♥Allyson
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| WORD OF ADVICE |
[22 May 2007|04:05am] |
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Dont ever read beauty magazines.
They will just make you feel ugly...
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[21 May 2007|03:12pm] |
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Hey look Ive got a new default pic!
Im tired of hiding, and being scared of myself,
as well as what other people think of me.
It all doesnt matter to me anymore...
Looks shouldnt matter in the end,
we all get old anyway.
Well unless we die young, I suppose
Im gonna be the sexiest wrinkly old woman EVER!
So just prepare yourself for it,
Anyway, Ive been joining a few commmunities around here on LiveJournal
They are mostly groups for the crafts that I do,
I joined one thata is for people in Leon County (Tallahassee)
I think Ill go check my mail today.
I bought a movie for my mom, for mothers day,
and I told her that she would get it late,
She told me that it doesnt really matter,
that it's better late than never.
So then I bought her another one since she is so nice about it.
I got her Music and Lyrics with Drew & Hugh (lol, thats funny)
and I forget the other one lol.
Im SOO going to watch them first haha.
So thats about it for me today.
Besides discovering that Corn Dogs are the BEEZ KNEES!
Bye Guys =]
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| Oh no!! |
[21 May 2007|02:59pm] |
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I was trying to sign up for this website where they would pay me to blog, but my blog had been REJECTED!!!
I suck at life *cries*
They say that I have to have at least 30 posts from the last 90 days.
Well I just looked at my calender and it says that I only have 8, so guess what?
Im going to make 22 more posts within the next week.
Do you think I can manage it??
Gawd, I sure hope so, because I really need some extra cash lol.
So let the countdown begin! Mwahaha! (This is post number NINE)
Peace people! (Ill probably post a new entry in oh... 10 min?)lol
<333
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[21 May 2007|04:58am] |
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Hey,
I like you.
But I think youre really lame.
For being how old you are and not having a job.
Whats worse is that you dont even have any plan.
I know that your mom died, and I feel really bad about that,
but you were a lamer long before your mom ever got sick.
You say you like me,
and you have a "dream" with me,
but is that enough??
Maybe for you,
but oh no, I need something R E A L
I cant go around chasing a dream anymore...
Dreaming is for failures...
Action is for winners, or at least failures who tried...
Im rambling arent I??
*sigh* I really do like you, even if I dont act like it....
But I dont know if you are right for me sometimes...
Why do you have to be so old outside, and so young inside...
Cant you just turn inside out, and be perfect for me?
Why do you like me?
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[19 May 2007|02:28am] |
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OMG I just spent 20 min. writing a new (AND ACTUALLY INTERESTING) post
and i clicked on the little question mark button for Tags,
and it opened in the same browser, so when I read how to use tags and clicked back,
my entire post was missing except for the frikin title!!
I am extremely irked by this.
Why arent those buttons set to open in a new window??
Im so upset i dont know whether to scream or cry...
I also dont feel like typing what i said all over again.
I wish I had followed my gut and copied it, or just frikin posted it first...
Or I could've held my shift key when I pressed the button so that it would autmatically open in a new window.
BUT NOOOO I just had to trust Livejournal, and look what they did to me...
Fuckin goat >_<
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| horray for me |
[27 Apr 2007|03:32am] |
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w00t one person has admitted (sp?) to liking me.
Granted that's no where near Heathers score of... what is it now, 4??
LOL
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| summer...packing....booness =[ |
[12 Apr 2007|10:02am] |
Its going to be summer in about another 2 weeks for me.
I should be packing. But I hate packing. And Im lazy.
But lucky for me some of my clothes are still in my suitcase from Winter Break.
(Did I mention that I was lazy??)
Ugh, packing and moving is one of the worst things EVER!
If I have to move, that means I have to pack. If I have to pack, that means I have to wash clothes.
Washing clothes requires drying them, and folding them too.... I hate laundry.
I wish our clothes could just wash themselves every night after we took them off...
But then Id REALLY be an American, because we are so lazy.
We are the type of people who would spend 15 min. searching for the TV remote instead of just walking up to the tv and switching the channel by hand...Now I dunno if thats lazy, or just stupid, but its American for sure...
okay, so I completely ran from my topic, so lets bring it back shall we??
I HATE PACKING!!!! *cries*
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| Look mom, Im an idiot! |
[06 Apr 2007|05:01am] |
So I... REALLY slacked off in my first year of college, now I wont get my whole summer off, I will be in summer school for 6 weeks (booness)
Well at least its not 13 weeks like some of my friends.
Im just glad Im not on academic probation or whatever everyone is telling me about...
I heard you can get kicked out of college if your grades are too low, thankfully mine arent THAT low..... I think I comit suicide with a spork if I got kicked out of the seemingly easiest college there was...
Besides that Im gonna die... I need to go to the dentist because I have a HUGE ass cavity in my mouth that hasnt been drilled n filled (eww that sounds like sex).
Havent told my mom about it yet, and at this rate my tooth will rot and fall out before I make an appointment.
Also, I just added Heathurrr to my friends list w00t (I never usually us LJ, so its rare for me to have friends here)
umm what else, what else.... I want to buy a lot of CDs... Eisley, Saraha Blasko, Christina Aguilera (although I have a strong feeling that I will be disappointed, even though its a double disk).
I guess I need money first...
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| WAKE UP >_ |
[30 Jan 2007|09:54am] |
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Morning everyone.
Ive been up since 7:30,
and I have no class until 12:30
So as you can see...
IM BORED
Just thought Id let ya know...
♥Allyson
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| PHOTOS! |
[14 Nov 2006|03:56am] |
Im no photographer or anything, but I love taking pictures, and I just wanted to show off my digi cams amazingness (I edited some of them though, cuz im WAYY better at photoshopping than photographing *even though i use PSP and not PS)
Anyway, on to the pictures:
THIS IS JUST SOME RANDOM SEXY GUY I TOOK A SHOT OF AT ONE OF OUR FOOTBALL GAMES
CLICK THE THUMBS FOR A LARGER VIEW
THIS IS MY MAIN PICTURE FOR MYSPACE
(Im trying wayy to hard to look like something I am not)
THIS IS A PHOTO OF MY FRIEND CRYSTAL
OF COURSE MY DUMBASS USED TOO MUCH FLASH >_<
THIS IS SASHA, I THINK SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND HERE AT FAMU...
AND FINALLY ME... AHH ROLLS *hides
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